.The kick-off Party for The Pride Festivals volonteers.

I was exited to go to meet new people, but also scared since I didnt know anybody there.
Dont like this situations.
I was first standing wit my cellphone acting busy, when I realised how stupid dat was I just got in the line to get food.
Wit my plate finished I looked around, I noticed two gurls standing around a small table dat didnt look to scary.
I went for it.
And THANK GOD they said of course I could eat wit them n we introduced.
I really enjoyed talking to them, they were interesting people.
After eating n talkin some more we decided to go dancing.
I had fun n they played good n mixed music dat could fit for everyone, good job DJ!

Later I went out to hav a ciggarete wit one of the girls. We stood outside talkin n when I finished it she said she was goin back home, I decided to join her. Nice person... Cute, social, funny. I liked her. We changed numbers and went seperate ways at the centralstation.

Goin home I felt good. I love the volonteerlife! Cant wait to start working on the festival.

Love

Good old Days

HAHAHAHAHA
I miss dis times...
Emmzz my love, good luck in LA!
Hope you will find your American Dream.

Love

.BodyArt.

I love love love tatoos.

Cant wait to update mine.

Missin the cash though...

Love

.Update of my pathetic Love Life.

Sooo, again Demba seames to be back in my life.

If he will stay in it is the question, but I doubt it.

2 weeks ago maybe he called cuz of dat I called his friend to ask about the money he ows me.

Cuz himself he didnt reply my message.

During the conversation I started crying,

all dis is too stressful.

He is sayin dat he has done nothing wrong of course.

But I dont believe him.

And I am happy now, I found my peace.

I wont let him mess dat up for me.

We talked few times on the phone after that,

and yesterday we meet in town so that he would give me another 500 kr and later we would go clubbin. We talked quit a lot...

I was angry every now n then, bringing him attitude and stupid comments about his new girlfriend.

But...I had fun.

And I loved just being wit him again.

I loved pretending everything was fine.

Few days earlier my friend Emma asked me, so u dont think dat when u meet him your feelings will blow up again?

I said no. Silly silly Magda...

How could I forget the way I feel when I am wit him?

He is still somehow for me the only one,

I still love the person I thought he was and still want him to be so badly.

I want that person back.

This was not how it was supposed end.

It was supposed to be me and him always.

To date new people feels for me so pointless,

cuz I doubt I will feel like this for anybody else.

Nothing compares to him.

This night I was dancing a lot wit him,

I realised how much I missed to feel him close.

Our chemestry makes my heart beat faster n I feel so relaxed.

He says he wants to start seing me again.

When I am wit him after some time he makes me so weak.

My logic is no longer there.

It feels right.

He gets the power over my heart.

Next day I was crying a lot.

Because I would love to start seeing him again.

He was not just an ordinary crush.

What he made me feel I cant describe wit words.

I want, but I shouldnt. I cant and I wont.

But I want.

I want his words to be true.

Know its stupid after everything he did, I know I am naiv.

But I cant help it.

I'm a fool.

Love

Lovely Nemi <3

The King of Pop - RIP

They did such a cool job to honur him. Much love to you.

Rasism - George M. Fredrickson

När jag såg den här boken i hyllan i Vällingby Centrums bokaffär tvekade jag inte en sekund innan jag köpte den!!
Tyckte den verkade superintressant, snyggt omslag.... Jag var såld.
Jag har nu tagit mig igenom knappt halva, meen....jag ger upp!!! Jag klarar det inte! Jag vill ju verkligen men de går inte!
Den är så fruktansvärt tråkig!
Okej, den här väl sina moments liksom och intressant fakta. Men jag kommer knappt ihåg någonting av vad jag läst, kan inte koncentrera mig.
Hur kan den ha fått så bra kritik av både DN och Svenska Dagbladet?
Herregud!
Den är enformig och tjatig och är skriven på ett sätt som politiker pratar på när de vill låta smarta men igentligen bara vill prata bort ämnet så att man inte hinner med.
Eller...så kan du ju också vara jag som bara e blond.

Love