måndag 17 augusti 2009
I Am Keeping My Tight Ass!!
During my 5 weeks in India and the weeks after when I got home I lost 10 kg.
In India I first got sick from the food and after that I felt no desire to eat at all.
Back home I first did very well in eating healthy, walking...
But now, my enemy is here...choclate!!!
Lord be with me!!!
Nooo moooooooooooree! Okaaaay???
My ass has got more tight and round, I am SO keeping it!
I would like to loose another 5 kg actully... But dont wanna be missunderstood - I DO NOT WANNA GET SKINNY PEOPLE!
Also, if I stay at this weight or loose a bit more I will be able to do my breastreduction for free. That is a big goal for me. It is gonna happend!
*Up For Fighting*
In India I first got sick from the food and after that I felt no desire to eat at all.
Back home I first did very well in eating healthy, walking...
But now, my enemy is here...choclate!!!
Lord be with me!!!
Nooo moooooooooooree! Okaaaay???
My ass has got more tight and round, I am SO keeping it!
I would like to loose another 5 kg actully... But dont wanna be missunderstood - I DO NOT WANNA GET SKINNY PEOPLE!
Also, if I stay at this weight or loose a bit more I will be able to do my breastreduction for free. That is a big goal for me. It is gonna happend!
*Up For Fighting*
Love
Party de la Mexicana
The 10 aug my sister Sofie turned 20 years. Congrats sis!!!
One week later she and our parents together arranged a dinner with a mexican theme. It was very nice actully. I had a good time. I enjoyed talking more to my family.
I went for a walk with my brothers two daughters, they are now 4 and 7 years. I liked it... Am lookin forward to the day when I will have a child of my own. To spend time with children always hurt a bit also of course...but I never felt like this before. I really feel I want to get married, buy a hause and have children. Before I just thought it wasnt my style. Not really redy yet though...
I spend the night at my parents place and went back for work next morning. I was happy.
Sofies friends Mohanned and Bashir.
Sofie about to cut the mexican cake. Mami and brother next to her.
Pretty Daddy
My borthers daughter Emilia.
My brothers girlfriend Denise and daughter.
One week later she and our parents together arranged a dinner with a mexican theme. It was very nice actully. I had a good time. I enjoyed talking more to my family.
I went for a walk with my brothers two daughters, they are now 4 and 7 years. I liked it... Am lookin forward to the day when I will have a child of my own. To spend time with children always hurt a bit also of course...but I never felt like this before. I really feel I want to get married, buy a hause and have children. Before I just thought it wasnt my style. Not really redy yet though...
I spend the night at my parents place and went back for work next morning. I was happy.
Sister and me.
Sofies friends Mohanned and Bashir.
Sofie about to cut the mexican cake. Mami and brother next to her.
Pretty Daddy
My borthers daughter Emilia.
Bashir holdin the piñata..
My brothers girlfriend Denise and daughter.Ciao bella
onsdag 12 augusti 2009
måndag 10 augusti 2009
I Cant See The Beauty In You Anymore
Me and Demba were talkin for a long time about a week ago on the phone.
About everything. Discussed what went wrong and why.
We decided to meet when he got up to Stockholm again.
I dont love him.
But I am still IN love.
And I care.
Few days ago for the first time I truly realised something.
I dont want him.
He is not good enough for me.
Wonderful in many ways, but I need more.
And I have now faith in that I will find that one day.
I want to meet him and talk like we decided but it will never be us again.
It's sad...
But he wont change.
I am happy this days.
Am loving my life.
About everything. Discussed what went wrong and why.
We decided to meet when he got up to Stockholm again.
I dont love him.
But I am still IN love.
And I care.
Few days ago for the first time I truly realised something.
I dont want him.
He is not good enough for me.
Wonderful in many ways, but I need more.
And I have now faith in that I will find that one day.
I want to meet him and talk like we decided but it will never be us again.
It's sad...
But he wont change.
I am happy this days.
Am loving my life.
Love
The Pride Festival in Stockholm 2009
The week 27 JUL - 2 AUG I was working as a volonteer at the Pride Festival in Stockholm - the biggest one in Skandinaivia. The hole week just rocked!
I had so much fun and I meet lovely poeple.
My job was the stand at the Informationcenter. Difficult in the beginning but I learned pretty fast. I also signed up to work at the biggest thing of the week - The Pride Parade.
My job was the stand at the Informationcenter. Difficult in the beginning but I learned pretty fast. I also signed up to work at the biggest thing of the week - The Pride Parade.
The brunett to the left is Julia that I meet at the kick-off Party. Cool chick. 
Gaykiss.
Bought this one at Pride Park. Like it. 
My favourites in the Pride Parade. Too damn sexy.
Love .Pride.
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