Miss Lonely

"Love is bullshit, and please!!! I don't need anyone! Plus, my dreames comes first!"
And still...I feel lonely.
I guess I do want it all.
A home, kids, a ring on my finger.
But I don't wanna join the game again if it is going to hurt.
I don't wanna take the chance...
Am so tierd of trying to see through people all the time.
Are they real or not?
Russian Roulette.
That's what it is.
I'm afraid.

Such a cliché, huh?
The broken hearted girl is afraid to love again.
I guess everyone has to take the same road.
To fear and to crash.
I'm not the only one.

I just hope that when I meet this person.
When I stand on the edge. Terrefied.
I will jump.

Love