.I Hate Dating.

Weell, I dont have any excuses for myself.... Were to start?

I am too much.

I like him.

He seames...nice.

Like he has a good heart.

But I am afraid.

I know I wont let him come to close for long.

If I will evan let him.

Yesterday...well things got a bit further then I planned.

We didnt go all the way.

But I was just not redy.

Evan it was nice, it was too fast.

I hate dating...

I miss having somebody to belong to,

to feel safe and comfortable with.

To have somebody that it feels good with alredy, that you work with.

I hate "trying".

To date sucks, I wish I could just meet somebody that you become close friends with first so that the love comes naturly after a while... Thats nice...

Love